Fog locked robin
why cast your richest song
onto this rain soaked wind
Do you welcome home your mate
or sing with joy for
your chicks, their stomachs
swollen with fat worms
from the newly soaked ground
Fifty years ago native plants covered this hillside. When spring followed a wet winter, it would turn orange with golden poppy blooms. I know, having seen it from the rear seat of Uncle Larry’s 57 Chevy on a sunday drive. Here on the coast clear air held nothing to diminish the view or color sunsets.
On this trip smog thickened the sky until the onset of an off shore breeze. Housing developments now cover all by the steepest ground. For those that can afford hillside luxury its all golf, high end processed meals and cars. A life without hope of true peace. People at the bottom cling to a narrowing economic ledge. Some fall to homelessness or into the deportation center. Even the middle class have to spin many plates to avoid the fall to poverty.
We find beauty here in the sea and in gardens dominated by foreign flowers. The birds still catch the early morning sun. One morning I watched a line of pelicans float like rigid kites over beach and palms, bank and crash into the sea. Popping to the surface they flip up captured fish like pizza chefs and swallow them whole. I wondered if the locals still noticed things like this until a dog walker moves to the water and watches the scene with a posture suggesting wonder.
Back From LA
The birds still sing up the sun
barely sounding above the traffic stream
Pelicans skim over palm trees
to crash recklessly into the marina
for fish that still swim
Spoiled by years of silence
I struggle through the noise
finding beauty
in palms gilded by first light
these great rigid birds
and robin who tries to sing
over a the roar of the Number 56 Bus
I see beauty
in these long dead
victims of man made flood
spruce who expect no spring.
A sad death for northern trees
rotting upright
while brothers tipped by wind
die giving sustenance to their young
Still, they retain a beauty
made simple in the dying
and birds sing
raising families
in their still strong trunks.
God wastes nothing.
Early mornings
before the winds rise
and the work day starts
I watch mountain reflections
in Gasteneau Channel
and let my self believe
the calm will last forever
that by launching a kayak
I can paddle down this channel
then others until reaching the Pacific
Then winds rise
work begins
I pull on an armor of calm
Only northerners
would find beauty in this clump of simple flowers
these dull yellow crocuses reaching four inches
above dead brown ground
Lovers of winter snow
stop to smile
when crocuses lay open
their petals to the harsh spring light
It is the way we are wired
we lucky enough to witness
winter give way to spring
and small flowers thrive on water
from melting snow