An empty parking lot at the trail head promised solitude and we have it to enjoy for a few minutes. After the complaints of a disturbed eagle fade away it is quiet. Taking advantage of openings left by crumpling devil’s club leaves we leave the main trail to follow a faint path over to the river, There, 10 feet above the water we look down on two sand bars divided by a tea colored stream. Two sets of track, one bear and the other wolf parallel each other on the near bar and I wonder if they were left last night by two friends going to a party.
Aki quickly finds a way down to water level, sprints across the near bar, fords the stream to gain the other bar where she dashes up and down, ears flapping, tongue hanging carelessly to one side. After this brief but exuberant indulgence she returns to my feet and we return to the main trail.
Farther along sound like that made by a confusion of gulls carries from across the river. It’s made by children yelling, lot of them. With any chance of solitude gone I turn into Sister Anna Marie and my tormentors become Mouse Powers and I sharing a joke in the confession line. On realizing this I forgive the river children in the way Sister had to forgive us for bad church behavior.
With distance the irritation fades and we enter a dessert without wild sound or sights. The beach where we turn around is empty except for two ravens that fly back and forth over our heads, wings sounding like whisk brooms in the hand of angry janitors. The party is over for another year. Ravens might stick around to clean up but with the salmon spawned out there is nothing to attract life here but bugs in the water and bones on the beach.
We spot four nervous mergansers—local boys—-but no swans or cranes or geese. After the fish ducks fly off only a small series of rollers make sound as they hit this gravel beach. With better luck we might have heard the creaking gate sound of migrating sand hill cranes. That song use to dominate the brief Fall on the Kuskokwim River.
In the absence of wild sounds or sights we have a greater appreciation of the color of leaves dying so their plants may live. Death with a guaranteed resurrection. Today even the smallest clump of beach grass produces beauty in the dying.








