The captain and I are in the desert — one rich in water and rain, green hills, and glaciers showing every shade of white —- but a desert with all its ability to produce despair. We are between the early and late king salmon runs trolling the entrances to Fish Creek and Gasteneau Channel in hopes of catching a transit king as it rides the flood tide to its spawning grounds.
Hope filled us this morning as we cruised over the flat harbor waters where six eagles dove on one herring shoal near Stephens Point and herring in another shoal sought safety by leaping into the air as salmon chased them from below. Believing these to be chum rather than king salmon we made the turn toward the choke point where spawning kings must pass. There there must be herring and king salmon chasing them. By trolling our hand tied herring through this place we should catch fish.
King Salmon don’t care about hope. Masters of disappointment, they will remain in deep water until all but the most faithful have tied up their boats to wait for the silver salmon run in August. Then the kings will pass in a pulse through these waters with only a few of their number being caught by fishermen who demonstrate their worthiness through persistence.
Turning to another passion I dial in the Dodger broadcast to find they hold a five run lead over the Colorado Rockies with only three innings to go. Here, hope tells me, the baseball season turns around for the Dodgers for they have made 14 hits already in the game. Now, hope promises, begins the slow and steady march towards a winning season and a dethroning of the hated San Francisco Giants. Turning my back on the salmon I listen, first with joy and then stoicism as the Rockies narrow the Dodgers’ lead with two home runs and some other timely hitting. The radio dies when the boat moves into mountain shadow as the announcer describes the arc of a long fly ball curving from a Rockies‘ bat toward the bleachers.
Hope makes fools of us but without it there would be no fishing or baseball or even love.

















